Thursday Countdown 4 weeks until I see Gary and 10 until this difficult time is OVER!

Loads of fun! 

Gary surprises me every day! Its hard for both of us, some days we are feeling the same things and some we try to buoy up one another. This past week one of the days in particular was a little more difficult. I just wanted Gary to be with me, doing what I was doing, spend time with him and Jackson together, to be able to talk to him face to face about the stuff you typically get to discuss with your husband about (the good and bad). I can do that on the phone but its just not the same.

Thanks Michelle for your kindness and
friendship! You are amazing!

God has always sent me people in my life. ALWAYS! Its amazing to see and recognize. On that difficult day a very good friend of mine asked me how I was doing-as she does often. I said okay. She must have sensed something because this time she probed more. I didn't realize how much I was holding in at that moment. Tears I couldn't control welled up in me. She gave me a big hug, let me talk and gave me encouragement. She has sure been there for me through this all, and was guided by the Spirit for sure! Thanks Michelle!

Look how cute. Michelle got us all
bandanna's- even Jackson!  

Later that day when I talked to Gary he too was having a difficult day but told me to go out and do something for someone else. He is amazing. My love for him grows everyday even though I swear there isn't a way to love him more than I already do. So I am wanting to find a cause and do something for it/them/whatever it is. If you have any idea's let me know.

Team Paige's group! (Most of them)

I was able to do the Apraxia walk this week as well. It was fun and cool to feel connected in a small way to a great cause! I want to keep doing things like this often!

No matter how hard this can be I can do 4 weeks! RIGHT? I get to see him in a short (hopefully) 4 weeks.

Even though this is difficult I can't complain. I am blessed. I have a very healthy, happy and good baby. I live with people I love, I have amazing people in my life, and I have the best husband there ever was for me!